second post today.feeling very down.

I hope im still your number one.
tonight I've fallen and I can't get up.
need your loving hands to come and pick me up.
I miss you.
Have we drifted apart?
please dont say that it's true.
dont leave me please.
you're still the number one person in my heart.
and i hope that i am yours too.
remember our promises?
i hope you havent forgotten.
that secret handshake has somehow been forgotten.
dont tell me you've forgotten those twelve rules we promised to follow?
I wish you were here with me tonight.
I remember the days we spent together were not enough and it used to feel like dreaming
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much.
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up.
I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play.
I remember when we would stay up late into the night just talking about random stuff.
I remember the times when you would cheer me up.
telling me not to bother about others opinions and to forget about the one who broke my heart.
Tonight i've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up...


alisa.
missing you.
you promised me,never to drift apart.ever.